•Doubt reflects nothing more than the ego

That's the secret to life . . . replace one worry with another.
(Charlie Brown)

Replace one worry with another?!
Do that and honestly, your life will pass rigth by you as I've allowed mine. So blinded by fear and doubt, all I've done is be weak and loose faith in what I love the most. I've let fear and negative forces blind my eyes and contaminate my ears to unsane "truths". It is true that many times we get things we don't deserve at all, other times we get just what we wish for.. The truth is we get what we worked for.
We get what we give.

Being always worried does nothing but to weaken our souls, leaving us empty and confused. One worry afther the other inhibits the heart from allowing good things flow in. Nothing could ever make sense if we don't apply some meaning, with love, to them. I've loved so much, that's what I think... but maybe God is trying to open my eyes... Maybe he' is just helping me put my life in perspective so that a can move on from that past I so hate, and with a clean slate... realize that this love I experience is strong and true. Why be so blind? Why reject his gifts?

A friend once told me that... "You haven't learned anything from your life if you keep making the same mistakes". I believe that now. I look at myself and I see a person who has been so afraid of the past, she hasn't been able to move on into that future she so wishes to be part of. A future she so treasures...
But blinded by doubt, only keeps pushing it farther away :(

God has his own way of showing us our mistakes, of punishing us(giving us a push), usually he uses for that the people we love the most, so it gets trough; To make sure we are aware of what we just did. But we go on, we try, and even if we've lost most of our faith we still pray for strength. It is nothing more than arrogance(I realize) to ask, to demand him an answer. It just doesn't work that way. God'll never listen if our hearts aren't completly sincere. He'll never listen until we humbly go to him with unselfish love and a pure heart, with no fear in what he has chosen for us, with complete trust... not until we put our lifes in his hands. We have to trust in his love and that he knows what is best for us... I want to do that so much...

There is nothing worst than letting worries ruin your days. The only way to hurl them out of your life is by having faith in yourself and in the people you love, because they reflect your own self. If we learn to look deep enough, we will see that our reality is only love.

I now see that we have a decision to interpret each moment as a choice between a grievance or a miracle. When we choose miracles we surround ourselves with love and actually bathe our souls in it. When we chose grievances, we prevent the innocent flow of love through and outside of our very being.
Whether the expression of love are physical, spiritual, emotional, or take some other form, It makes everything it touches new.

Doubt reflects nothing more than the ego, which is bound in time and space; love reflects God, eternal divine essence.