Thursday, January 19, 2006

•Some songs just make u think about your life...

El otro día fui a un tributo a Alanis que estuvo GENIAL. Un montón de gente y la atmósfera no estaba más que llena de una muy buena onda. La cantante tiene una voz increhíble(I must say) que retumbaba hasta en las esquinitas mas oscuras de Casa de Teatro y debo admitir que en mi alma. The singer remids me so much of myself, before it all got dark... Ese día transcurrió extraño, como muchos que han pasado. Añoro aquellas noches en que todo era tan simple, tan honesto, tan inocente, tan real. El amor y otros demonios han llenado mi vida de fantasmas que no hacen más que atormentarme a cada segundo... Así que en la noche decidí salir a cambiar un poquillo de ambiente.

That I would be good even if i did nothing
That I would be good even if i got the thumbs down
That I would be good if I got and stayed sick
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

That i would be fine even even if I went bankrupt
That i would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
That i would be great if I was no longer queen
That i would be grand if i was not all knowing

That i would be loved even when i numb myself
That i would be good even when i am overwhelmed
That i would be loved even when i was fuming
That i would be good even if i was clingy

That i would be good even if i lost sanity
That i would be good
Whether with or without you

...by the time this song was over... I'd already lost awareness of the people around me and could't help it... tears had already started to run down, my whole life in flashes and my upset stomach asking for a bite it had't seen in 2 days. Don't know if I got hungry or just nauseous from nervousness, but I had an urge to leave so I could breathe normally. I'm glad I didn't leave. It was an amazing show.

I hate that it made me think, and since then I've gotten worst, but...
I'm very glad I went :)

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